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  Crying is not an option It's the only choice (You can't do much about your suffering so might as well let it happen naturally)      I    tremendously  aspire  to find my calling and become someone I can be proud of.      There are some things I can already tell they'll probably be a part of my career and lifestyle, but I believe I have no way to know for sure what the future has in store for me.        I don't believe in destiny or fortune & misfortune, so the former idiom is, just that, an idiom. In fact I agree with working to achieve something. The future is something that encapsulates both your actions and the actions of the ones surrounding you.      I want to look back and think of myself as hardworking, courageous and someone who uses their chances and wits to get what they want. I want my hopes and dreams to take shape, make me forget about my past and forever nourish my reason to exi...

Identity crisis       Trying to decipher what's slowly killing you many times turns out to be futile.       Human existence makes us unable to have a choice.      Characterizing yourself starts to be fatiguing, trends engulf you and you don't know what your true personality traits are.        All of a sudden you discover yourself liking what you didn't use to. Humans evolve and modify, but some things are implanted into our minds without our consent. We find ourselves acting strangely, not knowing what you stand for, what makes you tick, what tickles your funny bone, what represents you. It all seems like falsehoods.        Now we're searching for the next dose of interpersonal appreciation. We can't be ourselves if that means we'll be friendless and disliked. We start obsessing over the fact that we might look weird to others.        Are we pretending? Who are we trying to...